daydreaming

I've been daydreaming about taking a pregnancy test this week. In my daydream, the test is positive (of course). We are going to the lake this weekend to spend time with my parents and sister and celebrate Father's Day. In my daydream, I give my Dad a "Happy Father's Day, Grandpa" card on Father's Day, and that's how we share the amazing news with my family. I also daydream about giving Brian his first Father's Day card.

My daydream will stay a daydream. My period started today, and my heart is broken once again ...